Royally Bombed

Two nights in a row I haven't been able to sleep. I'm not sure why.

Well, tonight maybe I do. I think I royally bombed my test that I took yesterday. I think I may have bombed the test before that too though not as bad.

Man, I'm having a tough time with this class. It's the same class I took an incomplete on when I was under all the stress from Etsy Fort Worth. Now that I don't have all that additional stress I'm still struggling.

It's no wonder I was having panic attacks back then. Maybe I will at least get a B. It's no A but at least it's still a respectable grade. I feel an additional pressure to get a better grade on this class since it was the class I took an Incomplete on but I don't think that will happen. In fact, I'll be shocked if that happens.

My only possibility would be to make 4's on all my assignments but I don't usually. At least I'm not quite as freaked about the assignments as I was the first time around. They come a lot easier to me than they did when first started the course ware.

Tonight marks the first of every weeknight for the entire month I'll be working late to get them done. I wish it was easier to concentrate at home but there are just too many distractions. I wonder if I will be able to stay late like I do now once we move to the new office in a couple of weeks.

Healthy Living: Monday Check In (Week 2)

Weight 145.6

You know how it is when you feel fat and bloated and sick so you figure "What the hell" and just stuff your face with comfort foods?

That about sums up this week. I didn't do my measurements. I didn't even keep track of anything and had a continuous stuff your face pity party. We'll see how that translates on the scale today.

*sigh*

Happy Labor Day!

I hope everyone has a happy labor day! Man I love three day weekends, who doesn't right?

It's been a busy several months. Work and school as usual. Let's see what else...oh - I pretty much decided to quite my side business, Blueskysunburn Creations, I resigned from Etsy Fort Worth, went to Colorado, got rear ended (we were both fine), dealing with the HOA about our dead front lawn, having trouble staying well and trying to work on eating and living healthier.

I'm still trying to decide what to do with all my art stuff. It's been sitting in my room for about nine months. I'm thinking about having a garage sale but only inviting people that art people to come. I literally have thousands of dollars worth of product in my spare bedroom and some of it has a shelf life.

I still can't quite bring myself to bite the bullet though. I think it's because it officially ends a chapter of my life. I don't want to admit I won't be painting anymore though I know deep down I won't.